Dear Friends,How have you been in WA?
Tonight,I made potato salad.
The taste is very similar to the one you made before.Even though I was standing next to you like a fool while you were making and my memories went blurred,the taste is quite close.
Tonight I am very lazy,I only use butter to fry the steak simplely,along with potato salad,It is so perfect.Just a dish to remind how much I miss you.
I heard,good steak needs butter to make,good friends need time to maintain.
I heard some people are not happy even if i use fake names to mention,so later I only talk something about myself.I know real friends wont care about that,but ,today,I would like to menion you only by words,I am sure you could tell I am talking about you when you see those little things.
Friends are no needed to be a lot,what It matters is if two persons get along with.It seems that I SHOULD/MUST get used to separate,We just said goodbye in Mackay like that.I am not sure when we would meet,but It is very rare to find a friend to be like “click on”.
Yep,Good Frends have to be apart.
Your special warm smiles ?and the same characters like me,are all what I miss.
OK,let me talk about my life recently.I am almost fine.There are some SAD things,but I tried my best to get rid of those negative motions.I told myself,I have done my best,that is enough.
Sometimes,I would think of those days,which I had to take pills to reduce the pain and supported me to work every day in the first few weeks.I guess,my parents would be super worried if they see me like his.SO I dare not to share this article on wechat.Sometimes,If I do not want my parents to know some things,I would write in English,then they wounldnt know as they dont speak English.Or I would set unseen by them.Because,I made my own choice,I gave up everything in China:a good easy job in the office,My friends for decades,a boyfriend(might be husband),my dear family....I dare not to tell my parents what I am doing now,a friend laughed at me that I am a housekeeping lady.LOL,in China,we would never consider this kind of jobs.Too heavy hard work.Today,It is the first time in my life experience what “exhausted”?really means.I just went directly to my bed and slept.I told my friend,I would rather kill myself than do this kind of job if I leave this island.I DONT MEAN TO look down on this kind of job,I just feel really tired,and not for me.I want to be able to talk to people.
Sometimes I want to talk to “friends”?from China on this island,but I feel I am not welcomed as time passed.Later I tried to think in their sides,maybe it is inconvenient.I would try to fullfill my alone time,not to disturb them.
Recently,My cooking is so much better than before.Before,A friend even came over to teach me how to cook rice without burned.Alone,nothing to do,SO I found something to do.It turned out I could cook.
I dont know the future,But I guess I might go to Sydney.However,I would try my best to find an office job in Brisbane.I do not care about the money,I just want to spend my rest time comfortably.Because,My second year now is a sure thing,I don’t have anything to worry about no matter what jobs I am going to do.The most important is that I am havng more and more savings, feel so secured with that.